YESH! yesterday I got my lip pierced! ITS FRIGGIN AWESOME! *so happy* XD

I can't change the damn mood smiley!!! >< i sure as hell am not THAT happy right now.

Wow I can't believe it's been almost a year since my last update O_O I guess it's about time now, eh? Not that anyone's reading this...

I graduated a couple months ago. Have changed my mind five thousand damn times about college and where the hell I'm gonna go now or what the hell I'm gonna do. I even had this idea that I wanted to be a biologist O_o wtf? I hate science. I think I just wanted to be around animals XD lmao How sad. Anyway, I think i've decided that I want to be a costume designer or some such thing. There's nothing that gives me as much happiness as my art. And i need to stick with that. However, this means that the college I was going to attend is now unsuitable X_X so i dont know what the hell im gonna do since school starts in a few weeks. BLEH!!!

But at least now i'm selling my handcrafted bookmarks on ebay XD yesh it's sad but they're fun to make XD

Sorry needed to rant. I've been so stressed lately, can't stand it.

Have a nice day XP

the senior life KICKS ASS!

Got a boyfriend,
only have 4 classes,
ONLY HAVE ONE YEAR LEFT! then im off. off to CHICAGO bitches XP ...well after NAU anyway, but THEN! the windy city. oh yes.

AND SAW 4 IS COMING OUT NEXT MONTH!
PLUS ALL THAT REMAINS IS ON TOUR!!
they kick ass
AND NEXT MONTH is my one year anniversary w/my bf! i'm so happy w/him ^___^
and all my friends are non-toxic XP haha

Cant wait to be a freshman all over again in college XP actually... i can't wait to be a SENIOR again in college XD yeah thats better XP muahaa

this is life... and life is good

NOPE! NOT DEAD!! ...like anyone cares >.> XP

*sigh*

So lately i've been trying to figure out what im going to do with my life... i dont think my artwork is nearly good enough to make a career out of it so that leaves me with shit. yup i've come to terms with the fact that its a lost cause. I still doodle once and a while but i cant come up with anything i like. Dispite the encouragement of my family and my boyfriend, i just cant see anything valuable in my art.

it's... frustrating as hell.

and the whole future thing is scaring me. Especially since my boyfriend just graduated and i still have a year of high school to go. i'm scared we won't make it.

sorry for the rant, i'm tired and fatigue has the same effects as alcohol for me XP *falls out of chair*

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A few of my works:

Stolen from ~LadyLeila.....

01. YOU HAVE 10 BUCKS AND NEED TO BUY SNACKS AT A GAS STATION. WHAT DO YOU GET?
Funyuns!! annnnd a chocolate muffin... and an Icee of course!
02. IF YOU WERE REINCARNATED AS SOME SORT OF SEA DWELLING CREATURE, WHAT WOULD YOU BE?
the Lachness Monster. No one can find me XD
03. WHO'S YOUR FAVORITE REDHEAD?
My friend Christina of course XP
04. WHAT DO YOU ORDER WHEN YOU'RE AT AN IHOP?
CREPES!!
05. LAST BOOK YOU READ?
The Great Gatsby
06. HAVE YOU MADE OUT WITH ANYONE ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST?
NO COMMENT!
07. DESCRIBE YOUR FAVOURITE PAIR OF UNDERWEAR.
hot pink lace g-string w/a black buckle across the front
08. DESCRIBE THE LAST TIME YOU WERE INJURED.
fell in the rocks...
09. OF ALL YOUR FRIENDS, WITH WHOM WOULD YOU WANT TO BE STUCK IN A WELL?
Oh god X_X lol Billy of course
10. ROCK CONCERT, OR SYMPHONY?
ROCK CONCERT! MOSH BABY MOSH!
11. WHAT IS THE WALLPAPER ON YOUR CELLPHONE?
pink orchids or something
12. SODA?
Dr. Pepper, duh
13. FLAVOR OF PUDDING?
Chocolate XP
14. WHAT TYPE OF SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
red t-shirt w/a cat holding a mouse to a flame "It feels good to be bad" yes...yes it does XP
15. PRESCRIPTION MEDICATION?
Paxil *anxious freak*
16. IF YOU COULD USE ONLY ONE FORM OF TRANSPORTATION FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
dude, flying. *nods*
17. HOW MANY PEOPLE ARE ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST?
uh.... more than 10... lol
18. HOW MANY PEOPLE IN YOUR LIST DO YOU KNOW IN REAL LIFE?
Four
19. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
*sigh* nothing
20. MOST RECENT MOVIE YOU'VE WATCHED IN A THEATERS?
Vacancy
21. IF YOU COULD INVENT ONE THING, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
a transporter or something... yeah.. that'd be cool
22. NAME AN ACTOR/ACTRESS YOU'VE HAD THE HOTS FOR.
uhhhh Jimmy Fallon XP Vince Vaughn... hm.. OH RYAN REYNOLDS BABY!!
23. WHAT'S YOUR FAVOURITE CITY?
uh.... >.> New york? (never been there but im sure it would be my fave lol XD)
24. WHAT'S YOUR FAVOURITE KIND OF CAKE?
CHOCOLATE FUDGE CAKE!
25. WHAT'S THE FIRST WORD THAT COMES TO MIND RIGHT NOW?
chocolate cake XD yummm
26. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR MOM IN PERSON?
just now
27. WHO GOT YOU TO JOIN MYSPACE?
lexy tried lol
28. WHAT DID YOU HAVE FOR DINNER LAST NIGHT?
cant remember that far back X_X ummm oh yeah pizza
29. HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN RESIDING IN THE CURRENT CITY YOU LIVE IN?
16 1/2 years
30. IS TOM ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST?
uh... wow i dont even have a myspace but i know who tom is lmao
31. WHAT'S THE LAST THING YOU SAID OUTLOUD?
'thanks'
32. LOOK TO YOUR LEFT. WHAT DO YOU SEE?
a wall XD
33. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON THAT SPENT $100 ON YOU?
my mom
34. WHO'S YOUR FAVOURITE TENNIS PLAYER?
fuck tennis
35. WHEN WAS YOUR LAST KISS?
fifteen minutes ago ^___^
36. WHAT'S THE LAST PIECE OF CLOTHING YOU BOUGHT?
my prom dress

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